I have 7 minutes before my free wi fi runs out...eeeek! At Newark and am hating this pressure!  Off to Toronto today for the next 6 weeks, taking an acting class and am very excited to change things up a bit.  Funny, my love/hate relationship with New York, some days I want out and every time I leave I feel like I'm leaving my heart behind. I'm going to miss reading the Post, my dog, my runs in the morning along the east river, all the good tv, great restaurants, summertime trips to the Hamptons (oooh, i'll have to make it back for one of those this year i hope!) and of course my boyfriend and friends.  Love them all soooo much!  Will not miss the sweaty subway & humid summer, sticky air, yuck!

What I am looking forward to next is...acting class, reconnecting with friends, trips home to the "Burg" with family, my sister-in-law's new little puppy and my girlfriend's pregnant bellly I can't wait to rub & Mother's Day with my mom.

Duh - Blonde???

Sooo, I admit I haven't written in a while cuz every time I tried to log on I forgot my username and password, blonde much?  but i figured it out after one glass of wine tonight...funny, that one drink always puts me in a "happy place"...i've been busy these last few months figuring out what to do with my life, Toronto, New York, LA, Vancouver, Fla etc etc...then I started listening to Marianne Williamson's Miracle Thoughts Podcasts..."it's not about where you are, but how you feel", my poor boyfriend, I've been torturing him!  I've been thinking a lot - my love for the States, even though so much here is in disarray, it's home for me, and my love for Canada - where my future will be..oops, i'm forgetting - not supposed to live in the future but right here in the present.  My current "present" has me home this Friday night taking care of my "under the weather" boyfriend...i love him, so much, but aren't they all a little bit boy/baby'ish when they get the sniffles, makes me feel like a real woman the work i do! I'm enjoying a glass of wine and bad take out, which was surprising for New York, and I didn't care to finish.  I'm psyched about my Physique 57 class at 11:15 am tomorrow..i've been dying for months to go and check it out and my lovely friend Catherine gave me a pass this week so I'm off...i will report!  Kelly Ripa swears by it so we will see, who am I kidding, i am just happy to be here.  I walk down Park Ave every day, I love the way I feel, the doorman  I see, the ones I talk to, the sun shining, the park just to my right and I AM HAPPY.  Reming me of how obsessed with my future I am when this is clearly where my happiness lies...in the present and I am suddenly reminded of my famous yoga teacher's words..."CHRISTINA, WHEN YOU MISS THE PRESENT, YOU MISS ALL THERE IS".  Have a Happy Easter/Passover/whichever holiday or non-holiday you're celebrating this weekend and ENJOY!!! Love Christina, XOXO